i check the news and what do i see?

disaster

indian train crash 100 dead indian bombings delhi - 48 dead

i feel sick

all day i have been fasting - i felt so tired - usually the last days of ramadan are hard on me - i dont know why, they are shorter than at the beginning - but i think i get tired and then that makes me miserable - but i have been fighting the hunger stress by telling myself i must learn self-discipline

plus i think of all the children who have no choice - they face poverty and starvation

that gets me through - well once i had broken the fast and decided to check up on the world - i got terribly distressed

when is this bombing crap going to end?

im beginning to wonder whether london will be next - round 2 - we cant be left in peace can we?

why are people going mad in the world? i want to answer this thought with - because there is no justice - is that it?

no real power through ordinary political channels

has anyone noticed that the israelis are saying that they cannot deal with the current leaders of palestine? they cannot deal with them - does that really mean that they dont want to? so they exterminate them one by one? they say they will wait for the next generation of leaders to come through - a generation that is scarred by violence? it just seems so disgusting - a whole nation is tortured into submission - they are not alone other groups around the globe suffer often with no media attention

i feel sick

and then the bombs - on the eve of eid and diwali - i feel sick - but my heart says that diplomacy, dialogue, justice must be the greater tools used to overcome the madness

has anyone noticed the paris riots? 2 teens dead - electrocuted - crazyiness

sorry people - i just feel sickened - i cant even pray that the bombers may not be muslim - it just seems routine that its them - muslims - al qaida - fanatics - whatever

and i am a muslim - and so are many of the victims - who are these muslims who kill in the name of Allah?

they have shamed us - they are destroying islam

i m sorry for this depressing talk

i made chocolate brownies and carrot cake with my little girl - they are yummy! bye